Admiring the Sun


Deary May,

For my video today, I hit record knowing only one thing.

I was going to start it saying this: 

“Doing a video everyday like this really is showing my true personality and my inability to commit to something.”

After I said that, I got kinda pissed at myself. The phone was recording and I just started rambling. Why couldn’t I commit now, in this moment? 

So that’s exactly what I did. 

After 7 minutes of stalling.

Because I really didn’t know what I was going to say. 

The music business came to mind. But I thought about it as I was talking and realized that’s too vague. And I also considered teaching guitar or songwriting. But that seemed too restricting and mundane. 

I kept talking and postponing my “big announcement” of the day. 

Then the words came out of my mouth... ”and I’m committing to...TEACHING.”

It was like an unpredictable lightning bolt from the sky. 

And the only reason I committed is because I realized I wasn’t. I wasn’t making myself pick something either. 

The Art of War states that an army that wins has no other option other than death. 

It was a great day. The sun shined every hour, the clouds were tall white towers, Mom washed her hair and showered, and I drew out my inner superpower,

Teaching. 

Watch the full video of my nutty behavior here <<<<<———— ;)

Good Night May 🌙